30 Days of Reflective Meditations: For the weary heart hungry for worship
After multiple seasons, back-to-back, of grief and weary-heartedness…I am proud to share that the Lord laid it on my heart to put together a daily devotional. Specifically for the weary-hearted, hungry for worship.
Because that is where I’ve been: weary. Tired. Broken down. Disappointed. Grief-stricken. Devastated. Over and over again for a few years now.
I keep finding that healing is exhausting…but living hurt is worse than that. The best place to begin truly healing is to get honest.
I have poured my soul into journals, my soul soaking in scriptures pointing me to be honest in my sorrow.
Sowing my sorrow, asking Him to turn them to seeds, trusting He will bring fruit and beauty from all the brokenness and grief.
Over the last couple years I have awaken to trauma done unto me. I have began wading through sexual abuse, verbal abuse, emotional neglect, and financial abuse. Deep, wounding, betrayal. This has brought on an upheaval of grief, sadness, and weariness.
I am also wading through the reality of brokenness I have brought upon myself. Choices I have made, people I have allowed to hurt + use me, the level of self-love I dont have for myself… it is all so much once you begin waking up to it!
Healing can be exhausting, but living hurt and wounded is worse. Trying to ignore it all…it doesn’t work very well.
So… I am humbled that He would take these couple years of weariness + woundedness, and invite me to create this: 30 days of reflective meditations, guided prayers, + growth for the weary heart.
It is meant to be done daily, over the course of 30 days.
Each day includes a scripture, a guided prayer, and a reflective thought.
Consistency is key when building habits — set time apart each day; grab a journal to take notes + respond to the reflections through writing.
The full ebook version will be released for purchase on my birthday! April 23, 2020!
If you’d like the first SEVEN DAYS of the journal + to be signed up to be notified when the full devotional is released, enter your email below! You’ll receive the first seven days as well as an email letting you know on my birthday that the devotional is now available :)